I had the wierdest dream the other night, Michiru. I was laying on my back in bed...and I reached my hand down..and I had a penis. It wasn't wierd or anything....it was like I had it all my life. It fit into my hand pretty well...I tugged and played with it like I was used to doing it...It was so wierd when I woke up. I felt like a part of me was missing.

I don't know what's going on in my head, Michiru. I just want to know who and what I am.

Right now, all I know is that I love you. You are the one who can help me...or kill me. I don't know what is going to happen to me. I can't tell you if I am...that way. I just know that I can't stop thinking about that dream. That's why I've been so preoccupied lately.

I'm scared, Michiru. I don't know...

I need you to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright again...

I have to go and think now. I love you.

Tenou Haruka

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